Tuesday, December 9, 2008

80 Days....

...My heart stopped for a moment when I saw the number. In less than three months I will be married. Why am I nervous? I have no idea. K and I have been dating for 6 years (this month) and have been living together for over 3 years. Our marriage prep sponsors asked us a question "what will change for you when you get married?"

I had no answer for this. The only thing I could think of was learning to work on the finances together. But that answer was not good enough for me. I was trying to think if anything about me would change. I thought, nothing would change. K and I really take each other for who we are. Opposites, yes, but it somehow works well for us. Our sponsors said that it was OK I didn't have an answer and that they could already see from just 2 meetings that we can be completely ourselves with each other and talk about our true feelings.

Does it make me vain because it made me feel good that complete strangers can see how much we love each other?